Good Morning Cakes,
My husband died of myocarditis and doctor screw up (at least in my opinion). He got ill very suddenly and was transferred to a hospital out of state for "better" care. Three days after he arrived they decided that our local doctors had messed up and released him. I begged them to keep him, I argued with them, all to no avail. So I brought him home. Six days later we were having lunch with our two youngest children when he collapsed and died. That is why I am determined to make informed decisions when it comes to this tumor and do what I think is right.
My husband was 45 years old when he died. I am now 47 years old, we were only about 4 months apart in age. I know how you feel about the thoughts of losing your husband. Michael (my husband) was/is my other half, he completes me. Even though he is not physically here, I feel his love and presence all the time. People think I am crazy (maybe its the tumor) but I am every bit as married to him today as I was the day he died.
I have survived his passing because of the love and support of family and angels put around me by the Lord. I have made it my goal to live my life in a way that would bring pride to my husband and to raise our children in a way that would be pleasing to him. I am even going to college full time partly because that is something that he really felt that I should do, I am also going because I want a higher paid job before I retire.
If you don't mind me asking, is it you or your husband that has the AN. I try to read most of the posts on this web site but then I can't remember everyone elses situation.
Thanks for asking about us and letting me ramble/vent about my life.
Karla