Hey Phyl,
Felt good to take that last 1/2 pill for me too! I actually had a fairly decent nights sleep, and even had a dream! Then I went back to sleep this morning for about 2 hours. I was pretty happy with that. But I still feel a bit tired and "druggy" and I am not driving anywhere. I'd like to get out and do something, sort of, but that angel on my shoulder is telling me to stay home. Better listen to her! No business to risk an accident just to drive to the store, if I feel like I'm not at full attention - which I don't. If I have to, I can walk to the store.
Called Social Security today. They have set me up with a phone interview for next week. Is that weird? Maybe it's just the first interview, because I obviously can't give them any physical documents over the phone. The process has begun! And I've decided maybe I shouldn't talk about this with anybody, because I tend to get more negative comments. I just talked with a lady I used to work with and she was denied disability twice because of her knees. So she wasn't too upbeat about my possibilities. I realize I may not get it, but I think it would be better if I didn't go into it with a defeatest attitude. I don't know if they just look at the facts, or take in the personality of the person, or if it just is the luck of the draw as to your case worker, or meeting a certain set of standards and that's it, or if they evaluate your overall situation, or if it's just Karma or Fate or the Whims of the Social Security Gods....but I guess I'll find out. The lady on the phone was very helpful and very nice.
Hey, anybody else craving certain foods? Is this part of the healing process, meds, or is it just a normal craving. Yesterday I wanted Sticky Toffee Pudding, or warm Bread pudding with rum sauce and ice cream, and those horrible IHOP commercials with the over fruited sugared pancakes looked awesome to me, when before they looked disgustingly over sweet. I'm not sure if it is the sugar or the fat or what, but man, I sure wanted something like that. My little piece of chocolate didn't even do it. My blood sugar was 120 this morning. Better than 190! It's coming down. At least thinking of Bread Pudding won't make the blood sugar go up!! Thank God for that.
Have a great day, Phyl I really appreciate your support. I'm not sure if I'm supporting you...But, I do.
Sue