thanks Bruce...you've said some wonderful things. I think you're an awesome guy too, and one of my favorite ppl online.
But yeah, I went to work tonite. I left a note that said "Grab ahold of something, Chris is back". I didnt mean to be too glorified about myself but, I think it was a good thing for my colleauges to read. We are like family there. That is one thing that's kept me there for 6 years...Besides, I did infact kick ass tonite. I got a lot accomplished tonite, just like I used to. I am becoming more and more my normal self again, and I absolutely love it.
I must say that eventhough this AN was god-awful, I think its sort of a blessing in disguise. I am so much more appreciative of things now and have so much more confidence in a great many things. One of my worst nemesises was my self-esteem and I feel, for once, totally ambitious and confident in myself.