Oh Brook. So sorry. I was 38 when I was diagnosed. I probably had one of the worst outcomes, but I can tell you (19years later) that I got through it, with many years of challenges, even had re-growth, and I am fine now. My two daughters grew up fine. I've definitely adjusted to the new me. But I will empathize with you that the anxiety is real and big and scary. But you will make it. Life is full of surprises, some not so good, and it amazes me that we survive them!