Have I mentioned lack of attention span ...was gonna type one thing and got distracted by tinnitus
comments and forgot what I was saying
This morning I was making ghouls for school carnivals haunted house ... we had gotten some plastic
adult sized skulls and I was suppose to be making hangy floaty ghost like bodies for them... I draped layers
of cheese clothe , some dyed gray and mossy green over a coat hanger and added some boney arms ...
Things were going well until I picked up my drill and began drilling into a skull to attach the skulls and
I had some weird flashback experience and started shaking and gagging... I have been nauseated all day ...
had to finish the things but gagged all through the process...
At least it was 3 and no one was up when I was at my worst... I was still working when the kids and husband
got up but not so bad as to upset them....they worry when I have a set back or act stranger than
they think I should ...
It was so weird... I just thought to myself ...They drilled a hole in my head
and freaked out ...I
know they did it ... no denial here ... but it just slammed into me and became very real...I know this is not really
making sense but hard to really describe the intense feelings that came over me
I figured this qualified as an emotional issue ...