Hi Don, Wow, to read a book is a very big deal! I remember it myself. I felt like my world was finally getting back to normal. Until my rdiosurgery I used to read at least 2 books a week but then I went a whole year without reading. I was too tired, couldn't concentrate and felt dizzy when I attempted it. It's great that you can use the computer because that was also a problem for me, so good for you. This being said I still suffer from nausea and I am 2 1/2 years post surg. I use my armbands, drink liquids, anything with calories (slimfast is fine, it has calories and is a meal replacement and it tastes good...at least it gives me some calories.) Staying hydrated is extremely important because it helps to keep the body in balance and dehydration will make you nauseous. I know you want to look to your life one year from now, but trust me, this is a journey. It took me a very long time to realize that I was never going to be the same "me" again and once I got real about that and accepted my situation, i actually started feeling better. Instead of fighting the lethargy, I lay down and rest and instead of always saying "yes" to everyone and evrything, I now give myself the gift of saying "no." And I can tell you that my life has turned around in just four months. I feel like a new woman. I still have many limitations but I deal with them in an "as needed" basis. When I can no longer shop, I go home, when I don't feel like cooking, we get take-out adnd wehn my kids aske me to do something I tell them I will but always with the caveat that bcause of my physical limitations, I may have to say no at the last minute. And lastly, don't feel guilty. This is the new you.
