This is Daoisthere (Gino), I have a complex co-morbidity post cancer (27 years ago). I take up to 3mg of Xanax a day for treatment of pulmonary fibrosis, cardio fibrosis, spinal stenosis and apparently now an acoustic neuroma... And plus I might drink a few shots of Vodka...
I also lift weight, run 4 miles a day, do a set of yoga + tai chi and meditate.
Point is... You are now a member of a group of people that have a very unique situation existing. Be at peace. It will help you accept your current existence. Drink, pray, meditate, seek council... find peace. Just don't drive when you implode. I care and support you very much: and think about you daily. I only hope to be a hero member someday.
By the way... The noise and Tinnitus SUCKS...
Peace and much prayers plus love,