Wow, James I just read your post. That is just horrible. I just had my gamma knife treatment with Dr. Kondziolka this past Thursday. I'm not feeling that great. My eyes are still swollen and my head feels funny. They do make it seem like it's pretty easy breezy and I'm sure for some people it may be the case. I also think that having had surgery prior makes everything worse. I am very worried about how I may feel in a month or so since symptoms seem to flare after some time. I'm hoping I'm one of the lucky ones. This takes such a toll on your life. I've been dealing with this for two years and like I said I just turned 40 and I am now recovering from not only brain surgery but also gamma knife. Has Dr. Kondziolka been good about helping you with the issues you've been having? I was really torn between Dr. Kondziolka and Dr. Golfinos. Perhaps Dr. Silverman, the radiologist, can help or refer you to someone who can. This is the scary thing with anything revolving the brain, I iniw with my issues, I've gone to so many doctors and it seems like no one can help and I just have to deal with it. I get very upset when I think about how well I was prior to any surgery and it is the treatments that have caused me problems. Obviously, if I did nothing I would eventually have problems too. I wish you all the best.