Just know that EVERYONE has several of these anxiety producing moments during this whole ordeal. You are waiting on that phone call, then you might get a few more opinions. THEN you will have to decide, if you have different options of approach, of which approach and which doctor. Then comes the procedure and all that implies...it goes on and on. I only bring this up because in truth having an AN is NOT fun and not to be taken lightly. Having a good attitude, arm yourself with information and of course seek support from your loved ones or even on this forum will only help you in the long run. It's ok to vent here, we've all done it. There's no such thing as a stupid question. Good luck and hope you hear from them soon!