Hello Jessica,
Please email me at galejesse@hotmail.com if you wish. I would be happy to call you and converse with you.
My sister had a 3MM that disabled her at around age 28 or so…she had the surgery, you may want to search my old posts for information about that. My sister is now 41, she is single sided deaf and has some balance issues - but she lives a normal life. She has adjusted. My sister would be willing to speak with you too.
I have a 2MM AN which … has actually stabilized. It actually slightly reduced from over 2MM to 2MM. I don't know how or why - I suspect having weekly massages and using some essential oils may have help - but I can't prove that. I haven't posted on this board in a long time since things have been going well for me. Anxiety was my worst enemy since my diagnosis. I did have visual problems and some balance problems. It was hard to sort out what was causing what.
Anyway, I could go on and on but maybe it's better for you to contact me, if you wish, and perhaps my sister and I can listen to you and share our experiences. We have talked about forming our own small AN group, although I admit, since I'm doing well, I have somewhat shoved my AN to the the back of my mind. Although I still have tinnitus (sp) and I have another MRI…I am now on a 2 year MRI followup..I just have tried to stop worrying and some days I just don't even think about it. But my symptoms were nowhere near as bad as my sister's which disabled her.
You can overcome - whether it grows or it stabilizes. Trust me, you can. The best thing is to build a plan.
Anyway I could go on but please, if you wish send me an email and if you want one of us to call you, we will. Also, I can tell you that very few doctors have removed very small ANs….my sister was lucky, Dr. Michael Novak in Champaign IL removed hers in 2001. 3MM. It is rare to have a small AN and to have these balance problems. I didn't read all of the posts closely so I don't know where you are…but I will tell you what, if mine gives a problem in the years to come, and Novak hasn't retired, I am getting him to take mine out! He normally works on children and he didn't blink about taking out my sister's in 2001, he did one AN surgery about every 6 weeks back then, which was a lot of experience…
Gale