Hey Anne Marie: mine was a 2cm AN - from the OR reports I read, after they attached the nerve monitor to my facial nerve & started on the surgery, the facial nerve just died - they checked the monitor, another of my nerves & both were working - my facial nerve just died & never came back so the surgeon decided to cut it & reanastamose. I can't second geuss or go back in time, so living with the facial paralysis. I'm scared to have any further nerve surgery - I went to the surgeon who would have done the 12/7 - nice enough guy, but when I asked him how many he'd done he just smiled, no answer. Doesn't give me much trust to go thru this again, so I've opted for facial reanimation with the cheek sling, face lift, etc. I still won't have movement but at least I'll know my other nerves are intact. I also wish I had known about this forum prior to my surgery, but what's done is done, now it's just figuring out how to deal with this the rest of my life. Oh yeah, the hot flashes & emotional trainwrecks haven't helped either - I'm there with ya. I lost my 'happy go lucky' disposition too.... funny thing is, the only symptoms pre op were constant tinnitus & decreased hearing on the AN side, oh, & once in a while my upper eyelid twitched. My petrous (?) bone was totally gone too - the tumor had eaten it. Don't know if it's better to have family or not - I don't, at least not living with me - geuss I'd have less pity parties of one if someone else was around.....
Take care Anne Marie, Nancy
ps: So, did they NOT remove the tumor the 1st time you had surgery? & your facial nerve is functioning now? And you need to have the tumor removed still??