hello all...
as you know...I'm typing mostly left-handed since my rt. side shoulder surg, last Friday.
I wasn't nervous about that surgery, at all.
Tomorrow morning is the ENT doctor appt. early. (RE: fluid behind the ear-drum; not knowing if the prescribed drying pills worked or not along with the nasal spray) I'm very anxious tonight, worried and sad. I'm not "up" for the possible lancing of the ear-drum and more hearing loss. I'm surprised at myself. Usually, I'm quite brave. I feel so sad tonight and "very down" about this. I will be so happy tomorrow night upon my return home, if the doctor tells me that he doesn't need to do this procedure, tomorrow morning. I can't tell by the way my ear feels if he will be doing this or not.
I will be celebrating tomorrow night with a special meal if the meds worked and I escape this little surgery that is done in the office. Darn, I just had major surgery, last Friday and that hurts like heck. I was very brave through that surgery and will post soon, what happened. There were a couple of snags but, nothing really bad as, it turned out. I go back to the surgeon on Monday to discuss what the camera found and what was added to the list of the operations done that late afternoon. (last Friday)
A nurse from Sutter Hospital just called to check up on me. I got off the computer and took the call just now. The hospital gave me a size large sling and I needed a size small. (oh well, full of stories here on this surgery, to tell you all at another time when I can type) I don't do well with hunt and peck, left-haded.
The bottom line on that surgery Fri. was..........when I got to recovery, I was having mega trouble breathing. My voice was barely audible for hours. They kept me many extra hours. They ordered a chest/lung X-ray on the spot for possible pneumonia or ? I was gasping/wheasing for breath. It was scary and frightening but, I knew I was in good hands. After all the anatheisiologists and doctors calling each other back and forth and many hours later, they decided it was my "scholiosis" causing the problem. (no room to breath.........oxygenate the lungs with having anaesthetic) It was the curvature of the spine so, they released me once checking if I could lay flat and breath somewhat for ten minutes in that position.
I got released way late and my husband finally got to drive his big dog which had 50-60 stitches in him at the time.....home along with me all groggy, weird in the rain storm. The little red dog was bored to death after waiting about 12 hours for me, all total, to come home.
I'm just having a very hard time relating and thinking of tomorrow. If they don't have to take away more of my hearing and do this procedure, I will be back to a normal person tomorrow night. I know this isn't a big deal but, I tried to save some of the hearing with the Cyberknife, last year and now this. I want so much not to have my ear drum lanced.
Does anyone have any kind words or positive information on this subject? I'm still brave but, worn down. Would this be called surgery #22? (or would you even call it a surgery?) Most of my surgeries were big and major. (#21 was the shoulder surgery) It will be interesting on Monday to go over what they found and did in that shoulder with the water camera. It hurts so much, they must have done lots. I will begin physical therapy soon, for that arm.
I tried to lay down to sleep and just can't. I'm worried about this. I don't want them to cut if there is still a chance it could clear up later down the road. (or is it dangerous to let it go and the ear-drum would burst; probably?)
Hugs to all,
Palace