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Post-Treatment => Cognitive/Emotional Issues => Topic started by: kenneth_k on May 10, 2011, 10:57:26 am
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Well, after several surgeries and attempts to stop a CSF leak, it looks like a success.
However, this long enduring struggle to heal has given me a depression on top of things.
Im getting help from a therapist and I've read a book by Paul Gilbert - How to overcome depression.
Nevertheless, I still feel :'( :'( :'(
Today after seing my GP I started on an anti depressant - Venlafaxine - an SNRI against depression and anxiety. It should work in two or three weeks. I sure hope so and I will provide feedback. In the mean time, does anyone have any experiences with these kind of drugs? My wife is really worried that I will turn into a different person - like that Jekyll and Hyde thing.
Kenneth
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Kenneth -
as I'm sure you know, depression is very, very common post AN treatment and I commend you for seeking help; not everyone does.
I have never taken anti-depression meds but I know many people who do and they work well for them. I think one of the keys is to make sure you are on the right med and the right dose, so if your wife's fears seem to be materializing head back to your doc for some changes.
I'm so happy to hear that your CSF leak is finally stopped; and I pray it stays that way.
Best,
Jan
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Kenneth, You will turn into Jekyll and Hyde only if that is who you were before! LOL! Everyone may vary with how they feel but most do fine. I took several before now on Cymbalta. Prozac made me jittery. Celexa and Lexapro gave me GI issues. Effexor was ok and went off as was wondering of it was giving me problems with weird dreams. I went off and weird dreams still there. I think it is a BP pill. Some cancause a bit of an odd feeling if you go off it. Not bad as I read some reviews where some people had a bad withdrawl but mine was never what I call bad. You may need to taper off if feel this is not the one for you. Don't let this scare you as then can try another. Some of my issues are not from my NF2 but other issues. My mother also had a problem with depression. I hope this helps you and wish you wel!
Cheryl R
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Kenneth,
I took that after my surgery and had no problems at all. I was very nervous about it too, but it did the trick for me. For a while before starting it I felt like I was snapping at everyone and really getting upset over things that weren't that big a deal. That would make me even more upset! I didn't think it was fair for my family to have to put up with that, since I wasn't like that normally. I think the meds helped me to get back to "normal". Once I had dealt with the roller coaster of emotions that comes along with AN's, I was able to stop taking it and all is good. ;D
My doctor summed the depression up nicely: it was a normal reaction to a completely abnormal situation. I don't think you'll turn into a different person - I think it will help you remain the same person your wife loves. Which is good news as long as she wasn't hoping you'd turn into a different person! ;) (just kidding...)
Lori
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Thank you guys. Nice to know where to go for feedback/advice or a good old pat on the back ;)
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I have tried several anti depresants.....currently on amnitryplylne.It seems to be working....i was getting huge bags under my eyes at first but now my body has adjusted.
Alsoi eat alot of chocolate and drink green tea and take fish oil.
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Before I was diagnosed with AN my doctor tried all kinds of anti depressants on me. He thought that was the cause of my dizziness and headaches. Some are very helpful and some really suck. I got really tired with most of them and almost all gave me migraines. But knowing what I do know, it was probably the tumor not the pills giving me the migraines and it was definetly the tumor making me dizzy! : )
I noticed a big difference with the amount of stress and anger I had. My husband was actually happy that I turned in to a different person, he says I was much more tolerable and not so mean: ) In my case, I think I'm just evil at heart so he's in a lose, lose situation either way.
I was hoping to be off them forever but I actually think I have just hit the depression stage in my own recovery and have been considering talking to my doctor about it at my next visit.
I hope they work for you as intended but if that one doesn't work try another because they all have different effects.
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Thank you guys. Nice to know where to go for feedback/advice or a good old pad on the back ;)
Hi Ken
The antidepressant can be very good, but as most on here have given you good advice and i think accurate and that is sometimes you get lucky and get the right one the first time and other times you have to keep trying. Preferably you want one that works and has the least side effects. Remember though antidepressants are only a help,not a cure other work you will have to do on your own. I took celexa for a long time after my surgery and i did not notice any side effects. Good luck and keep moving forward.
Mel
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I went for a post-surgery checkup today at my local ENT. I was all worked up and didn't sleep last night. Well, I haven't had a decent sleep since October last year so that's nothing new.
I was also to have a hearing test and I felt very anxious. I imagined that my depression would spoil my concentration and I would wreck the result, and then the doctor would be very mad at me :'(
I almost hyperventilated before entering the waiting room.
But, my left ear hearing is just fine, and the wounds behind and in the right ear have healed nicely. :)
I sure hope the antidepressants will kick in soon because these feelings are almost unbearable. I have consulted with my GP and we have decided to accelerate dosage since the only side effect is intermittent nausea. I can live with that. I'm at 75 mg venlafaxin now and presumed end-state is 225 mg, which is safe to reach in 3 weeks.
Kenneth
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Update.
The medicine is working and I feel fine again ;)
Kenneth
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Excellent news, Kenneth ;D
Jan
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:) Glad you feeling better Kenneth
Sarah
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Kenneth ~
Thanks for the update. I'm pleased to learn that the medicine is working and you're feeling better. :)
Jim
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Lexapro worked great for me. I didn't really notice a difference until about 6 weeks after starting it
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Whatever it takes to be normal is good. ;D
I'm glad you've found a tablet that is helping, buddy.
Keep us updated on your journey into normalcy again please?
Cheers,
Suu
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Hi;
True clinical depression, or, deep emotional and physical fatigue from dealing with the CSF leakage issue so long?
I've used many different 'antis' through the years from tri-cyclics to SSis to SSRIs and the side effects ( for me ) were worse than the so called, "depression", at the time.
In retrospect, I do feel the feelings, which still crop up from time to time are due to fatigue/exhaustion rather than depression.
In the end, it's your Dr's and your choice though.
Best wishes with this, Kenneth!