ANA Discussion Forum
Treatment Options => Radiation / Radiosurgery => Topic started by: lalehjg on March 05, 2010, 10:21:59 am
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Hello all.
I would like to report that I FINALLY made a decision and made my appointment for CK treatment at Stanford with Drs. Chang and Soltys. I will be treated the week of April 5-9, with the actual radiation taking place April 7, 8 and 9. Good news is that Dr. Chang's assessment of my AN was at 10.5 mm x 4 mm, rather than the radiologist's initial assessment of 12 mm x 5 mm. I'll take the lower numbers please.
I can't say how relieved I am to have finally moved past the conundrum I've been in since January when i was diagnosed. I read every article I could get my hands on about microsurgery and radiation, GK, CK, surveys, consults, all over the place. It's been a roller-coaster, not knowing exactly what I should be preparing myself for emotionally, surgery, radiation? What type, how, where? It is finally here: some level of peace. Thank God!
Importantly, I can say that I COULD NOT HAVE DONE THIS, AND I COULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED EMOTIONALLY, WITHOUT THE HELP OF MY WONDERFUL, SUPPORTIVE, COURAGEOUS, LOVING, FUNNY, RESPONSIVE, AVAILABLE, CARING fellow AN'ers here. You all are amazing. Your stories have touched me beyond belief and given me hope. I cannot thnk you enough for your love and support, and importantly, for the amazing courage and sense of humor that you all have shown in the face of this diagnosis, from reading your blogs, to reading your posts, to receiving your personal messages.
I don't know how I will really feel some weeks, months after radiation, but at least I know now that Phase I is OVER. Phase II, here I come!! :)
With much love.
Laleh
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Laleh ~
Congratulations on your decision! We all know how difficult it can be and I'm pleased to learn that you've finally found some peace with your decision. Thanks too, for all the kind words regarding our members.
You're on the AN Treatment Calendar! http://my.calendars.net/an_treatments/d05/04/2010?authenticate=&display=M&style=B (http://my.calendars.net/an_treatments/d05/04/2010?authenticate=&display=M&style=B)
Jim
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Laleh, you and I are in the same boat (or frying pan?!). I started firming up plans for my Cyberknife treatment yesterday, and will be starting the week of March 15 (dates not scheduled yet). We're using Dr. Chang's protocol from Stanford, exactly. I go for the setup scans, mask, etc. next Tuesday. Unfortunately, they called back today to say that they will pretreat me with prednisone and benadryl for all the scans, due to previous, minor allergic reactions. I should know on Tuesday what my treatment schedule will be. So I can let you know how it goes!
I feel the same way - I've been so stressed out about what to do that I broke out in shingles! So congratulations on getting your treatment plan together. Of course, I think you've made a great choice. Keep us posted on your progress!
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So glad you have a plan - I know that in itself is such a relief!
K ;D
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Laleh,
Congratulations on making your treatment decision!!! I found the decision-making process to be one of the most difficult things I have ever done, so I hope that you find some peace now that you have decided on a course of action. Please keep us updated and I wish you the best of luck with your CK treatments.
Lyn
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Hi Laleh,
Welcome to the "I went to Stanford" sub-section of the "I had Cyberknife" division of the ANA forum. ;D
Steve
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Congratulations to Sunfish and Laleh on your CK decisons!! I wish you both the very, very best!! I sure do understand how hard this decision is to make, since I am living that now. I agree that the people on these forums are amazing and generous with their experiences and total support. THANK YOU! I would never have imagined how much it would mean to be able to come here when I am feeling confused and down, and read about others in my own situation, then learn so much from those who have been through, or are still going through this. One thing I have learned for sure is that there IS life after treatment - GREAT life! You are ALL wonderful!
I have been following postings here for some time now as I am agonizing over my own decision for treatment. At this time, CK is in first place, and I feel I am very, very close to making the final decision. I'd better be close - it has taken me a long time already. I will let you all know soon, and I will be watching to hear news from you both!
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Congrats on making your treatment decision, Laleh.
Dr. Chang has a phenomenal reputation. You're in good hands.
Jan
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Thank you all again for your well wishes.
Sunfish: I am praying for you as I pray for myself! The best of luck to you. Let us know how the treatment goes, and how you feel some time afterwards. I will do the same.
Steve: Your help was a key factor in my decision-making process, and I want to thank you for that. After having read your posts and explored the links you had sent me (especially the very helpful one from Francesco), I was much more comfortable with the CK decision.
I will be in touch with everyone here. I am apprehensive about what will happen after treatment, especially some months after. Don't know what to expect in the long term, but this will be good lesson for me in cultivating patience, and in surrendering to the inherent insecurity that is part of life. We will see. ;)